Knitting

I just think somethings are going to be hard and somethings are going to easy.  Life will always be like this.  

Starbucks will never be easy.  Ever in a million years.  I am always the one who has to change I am always the one who has to deal with it.  I am the one who has to be the one who is bad.  Lucky me.  It is stupid to me but who the hell cares.  I am over it.  Fuck it all!  Oh well as they can with me.  

Today I got to work at the knitting store and it was fun as fun can be as usual! I love it there.  Amber and Amanda are hilarious.  There is tons of fun things when it comes to yarn.  I bought Gracie an amazing yarn today and she hopefully will love it.  It is really pretty and really soft.  Lorna's Laces, super pretty colors!

Tomorrow I get to hop on a plane at 7 am ish and fly to San Diego for the sis's graduation.  I am super proud of my sister.  Chrissy has always been the most amazing in the family and she truly is going somewhere.  I really hope and wish her all the best.  She gets to go to London for a whole year and work for a marketing firm.  This will be the best thing she could do.  Get the fuck out this country...I hate it here.  I wish I could I wish I was as smart as her and able to do what she is.   I think it shall be a lot of fun and am glad to get the hell out of Reno for a few days.  I wish it could be longer.

I think that I am the figure out type.  I just need to find the drive.  I just need to write my book and get it all right and just to quote Christian and that one comedian "GIT 'EER DONNE"  (Christian says it funnier I think)

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Seriously have not felt this giddy in a long time.  I really feel like a school girl.  No man has ever come up to me and said he needs to get his Katie fix, and I got one today.  I really could not stop smiling, I was shaking.  I had to sit on the floor.  This guy makes me so stupid, is pathetic.  He is gorgeous and dashing and handsome and dreamy.  He comes into Starbucks store to see me, to talk to me, to look at me.  I really truly cannot believe it.  I am in complete shock over this whole thing.  

He came in on Monday and was pissed he just missed me.  

I am being a dumb girl about this but who the hell cares...it is a silly fantasy smile thing that I shall have and nothing will ever come of it but I can think about and dream of a truly DREAMY  man...An actual man, oh my gosh a man...

His lips and his eyes and his body...oh his body.   His teeth are perfect...

But like everything I am sure there is something making him a complete asshole dick faced jerk where he should lick the slop off the side walk instead of talk to me...hence as to why I will dream about him and nothing more...

Ahh this is fun :)

OYE!

Today as I am working at the coffee shop, I am listening to a guy talking about how he likes to kick his females into place when they act up....

Really did you just say that?  

Then my manager comes to me and says the guy just said he has six wives...six wives!?!  Gross

To each their own but really why would you talk about it in public?  It is something illegal and against the law/religious views of most religions...

I just felt gross having to be nice to him.  I felt gross have to help him and treat him the same way I would treat the good customers who come in everyday and treat me the same as everyone else because this man kept looking down on me like I was nothing.  Kept calling me sweety and hon.  

ICKY man...Kicking his females into place...I hope he picks up a prostitute and gets VD